Wow, my last post was depressing, wasn't it? I'm feeling much better now. Turns out that I needed to tweak my meds; not how much or what kind, just when I take them. Crazy huh? I'm taking the Zoloft in the evening rather than right before bed. I'm also taking my pain meds earlier in the morning, so I wake up raring to go now, rather than having the lag in the morning when I can get around, but it's a little slower. It's making me happier, Jacob happier, TJ happier and things all around better.
I'm still having trouble sleeping and feeling a lack of energy much of the time, though. Dr. M has referred me for a sleep study on July 2nd. I'm kind of nervous about it. The thought of being watched and monitored while I sleep is a little freaky to me. It's at the Radisson Hotel downtown, so I'm trying to think of it as a little vacation instead of a medical test. They want me there at 8 pm and I stay until 7 then next morning. They asked me what time I go to bed, usually. There's a tricky question; doesn't seem like it should be, does it? It depends on Jacob, my mood, whether or not I can actually fall asleep etc.; anywhere from 11pm to 2am. What will I do there, I wonder? Clearly I'm not going to go to sleep at 8 or 9 pm. I'm hoping I can bring my I-Pod and spend some time knitting and listening to a good book at the same time. We'll see. I'm doubting I'm going to be allowed to take my sleeping pills, which I've been taking less lately anyway to see if that changes how tired I am during the day; so far it hasn't, btw.
I've been knitting a lot lately, but even more than that, I've been spinning. Sort of. I've spun my first singles ever on Tuesday night. The people who say it's addictive and it's relaxing are so right. Who would have ever imagined that I'd be taking the wool shorn off a sheep, or alpaca, or wherever the hell mohair comes from (LOL) and turning it into yarn. I'm such a knitting/spinning God, NOT!!! This is definitely something I think I'm going to LOVE, LOVE, LOVE and I've already asked for my first spinning wheel for my birthday. Although, I'm thinking of selling one of my newer Coach bags on E-bay to "earn" the money myself.
Speaking of E-Bay and selling, I'm in the middle of my first experience with that right now. It's "the bag that started it all":
The Carly Bag! Once I finally got it, I decided that I didn't like it. It was too big. Apparently it was the regular Carly bag that I wanted, not the Large one. So I put it up for sale about a week ago. Only a few hours to go and one bid, but lots of watchers. We'll see how it goes. Now I'm caught in looking at the new Coach shoes on ebay. I'm obsessed with Coach shoes (even more than bags, I think; you don't have to move a bunch of crap when you want to change shoes, LOL). The original plan for me was to buy some of the amazing
ArtYarns yarn that I would never spend "real" money on. I want me some
Silk Raphsody so badly, not to mention
Regal Silk,
Beaded silk,
cashmere (2 or 5),
silk ribbon...hell, any of Iris's yarns, that woman rocks my world!!
Okay, time to go. My boys are going to be home from Up North in about a half hour; I came back last night and they stayed the extra day; and I want everything ready to get Jake to bed at a decent hour (wish me luck with that...LOL)
Night Y'all.